Winner Winner Chicken Dinner

After a break up there is a winner and a loser. Meaning what one person does after the break up is way bigger and better than the other person. This is what they say on How I Met Your Mother. I didn't really believe it till last Monday.

Last Monday I went on a date to go see the Hunger Games again (I'll try to remember to make a post about my opinion). Anyways because my date doesn't have a car I decided to drive. While I was driving to my date's apartment I was just driving along and then I saw this guy that sort of had a jacket that looked like my ex boyfriend Kyle's. Turns out it was him! He looked like a hobo and I'm not even joking, he had longer hair it looked like it was getting close to his shoulders. He had a long beard and he was carrying a backpack.......yeah he looked like a hobo.

Anyways as I was driving I started laughing my head off because he looked SO ridiculous and then I started figuring out the things that I've done in my life that he hasn't.

1. I graduated from high school. As far as I know he hasn't even gotten his GED and he's turning 21 this year.
   
2. I'm going to college and this time next year I'll be graduating with my Associates.
3. I haven't been engaged to 3 girls in the last 3 years. He has been with countless girls since me and he has been engaged at LEAST twice and has never gotten married.
   

I'm just so grateful that I got out of that relationship when I did, but all in all I have to say that I'm SO happy that I didn't drop out of high school like him, and that I"m in college and doing really well. I am the winner of this break up!

Long Time No Blog

Wow its been a really long time since I've blogged at all. Last time I blogged Missionary Boy had just gotten home from his mission and it didn't work out. Which sucked, there were a lot of long nights where I just cried and cried because I didn't want it to be over, but things work out the way they're supposed too.

Biggest things that have happened in the last two months:

• I bought my Hunger Games Tickets!!! We're going at 12:13AM Friday. We meaning Tedi, Chase, David, and me.
• I kind of got written off by Cory " I have my 'soul mate' narrowed down to 2 girls: one you might know the second you definitely don't know" Yeah he forgot about our deal we made over two years ago. How's that for awesome?
  
• I saw Ryan on the bus and he acted as though he didn't tell me in January that he didn't want to be my friend anymore.

Those are the biggest things that have happened.

I am still writing my friends who are on missions, and also writing this guy who's on his mission in Canada. It takes like 3 weeks for the letter to get there and then about a week or so to get here. Its a long process and I've only gotten 2 letters and I started writing him in December. I can't read the crazy Canadian mail system ink on my letter otherwise I'd be able to tell when I got my last letter, but its just been a really long time.

I love the show Grey's Anatomy, I've watched all I can on Netflix and I'm dying to watch the next season but I can't find it anywhere! I need to know what happens! The season finale was a killer! Anyways that's all I've been up to lately.

Home

Well the missionary i was waiting for came home before Christmas. We hung out and he kissed me and then decided it would be best if we just stayed friends. Then the next day told me we can't even be that. Happy Christmas to me......not.

He then told me like a couple days later that we could be friends. Then after I asked for my pictures back he told me I was being too dramatic and couldn't be friends with me anymore and that our personalities were too different.

I should have known it was going to be the same when he got home. That he wouldn't be the man he was in my letters. That him "signing" himself over to me would be real. I was so naive to think that he would have changed in the last year since I'd seen him.

I'm just glad I figured out that he wasn't for me before I got way too attached, that I didn't end up in a relationship with him that wasn't a healthy one. Don't worry I'm not upset or anything i'm perfectly fine. I'm just happy I still get to go out there and look for men!